A new perspective...

I wish everyone in the world had a Lynette.

I spent Sat night with her after going to Cornerstone to see Jane Erye (she was in the orchestra) and went to church with her the next day before going to pick up my portfolio. How bland in sounds when put in those words. But we talked a long time last night about all sorts of things. She's really the only person who I can literally talk to about EVERYTHING. We talked about guys and the future and the last semester and our major character flaws we're striving to overcome and what obnoxious twits we were as fourteen-year-olds and of 'shoes and ships and sealing wax, of cabbages and kings'. And even though I intelectually knew it already, I now fully apreciate the fact that if I don't get into illustration it's not the end of the world. It just means that God has a different path for me. Whatever happens is MEANT to happen and is all for the greater good, so, even if I am to be dissapointed I think I'll be able to move on. But I shan't jump to conclusions. I haven't gotten my results yet!!!!!

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You are 'regularly metric verse'. This can take
many forms, including heroic couplets, blank
verse, and other iambic pentameters, for
example. It has not been used much since the
nineteenth century; modern poets tend to prefer
rhyme without meter, or even poetry with
neither rhyme nor meter.

You appreciate the beautiful things in life--the
joy of music, the color of leaves falling, the
rhythm of a heartbeat. You see life itself as
a series of little poems. The result (or is it
the cause?) is that you are pensive and often
melancholy. You enjoy the company of other
people, but they find you unexcitable and
depressing. Your problem is that regularly
metric verse has been obsolete for a long time.


What obsolete skill are you?
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Am I depressing? I like to think not. But at times I can be very quiet and withdrawn. And at the moment I'm tying to squash uncharitable thoughts. They're not squashing. If someone is told ahead of time the results of review because they have to leave their portofolio there I can only assume said person in one of the top six who get scholarships. Now, I have NOT been told not to take my portfolio home which I can only assume means I am NOT in the top six which, even though I didn't really expect it, it still makes me burn with jealousy even though I really like said person who probably did make it because I can't see how her portfolio was any better than mine......and one sees where such thoughts lead. Very uncharitable. So anyway, I'm whiling away the time taking stupid quizzes until one. I wish I didn't always want to be the best.

I do believe in fairies!

I'M IN ILLUSTRATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is so wonderful!!! I want to skip and jump and twirl and sing! In fact, Adrainne and I both opened our envelopes at the same time, and we both shrieked and jumped up and down and then Paige read her's and she let out a shriek and dived on us and we had this massive hug. I can't describe how incredibly relieved and validated I feel. I could dance all night! (if it was indeed night, which it isn't, I still have an algebra final this evening but I Don't Care! I feel simply fabulous!)

And I feel I should tender an apology to those poor souls on my friends list who've had to bear with all my bitching about review. It did get a bit repetative I fear.